Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I'm just plain sick and tired

I did not do a damn thing yesterday but sleep and cry, why? Im guessing I have fallin back into that dredded depression. I did not want to get out of bed at all today but I did and I am still misarable, ive givin up on my eating right and ecersising, I keep asking myself what for, does it really matter no one really cares about what I want or what I would like, so I might as well just say forget it all. Im tired of fighting with people over wether or not I can eat this or thAt just one time because I don't do it all the time crap. Im tired of doing everything everyday, I feel like I am just here to take care of the cooking, cleaning the phone calls the apointments, keep track of this that and the other.... Im just plain sick and tired!!!

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  1. hang in there. this feeling will pass.

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  2. We all have our dark days. Things will get better.

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  3. Sometimes it is hard to feel motivated at all when these low days happen. I get devastating periods of depression every 2 years or so and have to take medication when things get really bad. One thing I can tell you for certain is that the bad feelings really DO pass and you WILL feel better soon.

    Hugs x

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  4. (((Becca))) I know how you feel and it just plain sucks! It will get better though - try to be kind to yourself

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  5. Hey, Becca: I know you don't know me (that's the weird thing about blogging, right?) but ... I can totally sympathize with where you're at. I've been there. And what I know is that motivation is in the doing. It's hard. It sucks and we have to think about it every second in order to get it right. I really hope that you take it easy this afternoon and give yourself the time and freedom to come back to a better place. If you're not up for dieting ... how about just maintaining? Either way, I hope that something awesome happens this afternoon that makes you smile!

    -Wendy
    wendyweightlossjournal.blogspot.com

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