Thursday, July 29, 2010
I am getting back on track I think, for the most part. It has been hard to fight off the false feelings of being hungry and wanting to eat junk. Went for a bike ride to the farmers market and it felt good. Despite not having money I did scrounge up some to get a few things, tho they seem to be costing more and more whenever we go. I wish that I could find out if they have a Food stamp program or vouchers for those that have an EBT card. I feel good, I have been drinking a ton of water and am hoping the RUM is out of my liver and bloodstream. My honey starts work soon, on some levels I cannot wait but on others I am terrified as we have been together 24/7 for the last 2 years it is definitely going to take some getting used to that is for sure. I have a plan lets just hope that I can stick to it. I will get up and make breakfast, clean the kitchen and do dishes, then workout. Drink a ton of water and try and do things around the house to keep myself busy and off of FB apps like farm town and farm ville lol. It is amazing how much better I feel now that I have been eating right and moving, i don't get why I still eat the crap when I know it makes me feel like crapola! My mom keeps bringing it into the house, no matter what I tell her and it still pisses me off, I have asked her nicely and still she does it, If I throw it out she will throw a fit because I am waisting her money that she doesn't have... then why buy the crap in the first place?
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
OK Did I lose my readers or what? I realize that it has been a long time since I have posted, but my last 2 posts seem to have gone unread by my readers... I still have 120 followers, the same as I did before I took a break. Well today is the day that I am taking a stand and getting my but back on track and get with it for ME! I am still not using the NM website anymore, but that's another post for another time. Wish me luck as I get back into a strong routine and eat right and move more and continue on this Journey!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
So things have been all fukered up on my end. Too much rum, energy drink, soda and snyders pretzel pieces. I have gained 2 pounds which really isnt too much, but my clothes are tight (fat clothes at that, the 16's) But on a good note my honey has found a job, working at Macy's in the womens dept!!! So now I have to compete with upper class SEXY skinny Women with Money! I guess I still have Issues of self worth and all that to work on, I am only human. Maybe it is the motivation I need to kick my butt into gear... One question tho, Should I be worried?