I started off the day good today, I ate breakfast let it settle for an hour then I did my cardio, well half of it anyways.. had to pick up my mom from work she has been sick. When we got home I finished the other half and did a extra few mintues. Then we went to target again to return the faucet filter we got, and just decited to get the pitcher water filter instead. Things were going ok, because the SO actually got out of bed at 10 with me and didnt sleep all day... We have hardly talked all day and I have been cooking and cleaning the house all day, what has he done? Sat on his ass on the computer since we got home from target and that was at 3pm... I dont know how much more of this i can take, Im trying the approach of just doing my own thing and not trying to worry about what he is doing or not, but it is really hard.
I feel like I am slipping back into a severe depression like i was in when I was 300 pounds and unhappy. This is not a good feeling at all, i dont like the place I am in right now its scary.