Friday, February 19, 2010

Thank you for your comments...

Thanks for all you comments on my last post... I read them all and I would like to say that I just wonder if I am her for others then why do I make those around me just as miserable as me, and why would God leave me here to do that? I hate my life right now and more then I have in the past.. I cannot afford to get help, no one in my family gives a shit and no one will help me... So again I just want to know why God won't take me because I dont want to be here anymore!!

7 comments:

  1. dont say that you are here because you are supposed to be
    you know you will feel better soon think positive right now you need to to save your life

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  2. never give up. some days will be better than others...sometimes we have strings of bad days like you are now, but it WILL be better. You just have to keep the faith and not let other people steal your happiness.

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  3. Becca, every time I look at your weight loss ticker I get inspired! You have done something amazing, something so many people every day wish they could do. Don't judge yourself or your life by your family... it has been my experience that most family is shit. Good family is a rare thing these days. But you do have a lot of people in the world that care about you. We're all out here reading!

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  4. Thanks all, I was having a really bad morning and was feeling totally alone. Your comments and thoughts have made me feel better. I feel bad for having such negative blog posts lately. Im hoping and praying that things will start looking up soon...

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  5. Sometimes you just gotta let it out, especially the negative stuff. We're here for you!

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  6. Becca,
    I struggled and had a ton of the thoughts that you have briefly stated in this post for years following a family tragedy and I really didn't think I was going to make it. Eventually the sun came out again and I am so happy that I am still here because I really didn't think I was going to survive. People do care, and it is so hard to remember that the pain is temporary.

    Kelsey

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  7. I wanted to let you know that I've nominated you for a blogging award. To claim your award go to http://plindsey75.blogspot.com/2010/02/lies-all-lies.html and follow the rules in the post. Thanks for sharing your journey with the rest of us!

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