Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Feeling better today, well sorta

Well yesterday was my 1 year aniversary of weight loss, this time last year I weighed 248 pounds. I didnt do a damn thing yesterday either, i didnt buy myself something new I didnt celebrate. But I did make my own Enchilida sauce and it was nummy, but I used a bit too much cumin and chilli powder. So I guess I did good by making my own sauce and salsa and adding it to the rice to make spanish rice without all the yucky additives and sodium. Im feeling a little better today, i woke up feeling particulaly bored with my life, but decited to walk up to the oposite grocery store thats far from my house. It felt really good, considering I have been slacking on my excersising and walking. I have been stuck at 188 pounds now for 28 days now and it is getting frustrating. I don't get it, I have the tools and the knowledge to get this shit done, but yet here I am. I keep telling myself that If I worked a little harder i would look and feel so much better, I can't even seem to lose .5-1 pound a week. Its all my fault because since the weekend I have been eating whatever I want without thinking twice. I mean not all day, and I still watch my portion sizes but queso and chips isnt a good snack food, German chocolate cake and oatmeal raisin and peanut butter cookies are not good snacks either. What the hell is wrong with me, I really should know better. I can't wait till all the crap is back outa the house again I should have just enjoyed my weekend and stopped when monday came around. Maybe that is why I am feeling so shitty, because i put crap into my body and I have been so lazy~


  1. Congrats on the anniversary and it isn't too late to get yourself something special

  2. I agree, go get yourself something special and toss out the bad foods! You have done so well thus far, don't let yourself get off track! You can do it!


  3. Do something nice for yourself. :) You deserve it. And something REALLY nice to do for yourself, if throw that food away!! Seriously, I've done that... and not told hubby I threw money in the trash... Sadly, I'd rather have him think I ate it all than tell him I wasted money because then it'll just be a fight. At least I know the truth is I didn't want to eat any more, so I did the only thing I could do... which was toss it.
    You're in a slump. Vamp up your eating... find a routine and keep walking & moving. You'll get over this hump. I know you will. :)

  4. Happy anniversay!!!! You are amazing-you might not have the results you want, but one year is awesome! Do something nice for yourself! Stat!! LOL