Saturday, May 15, 2010

another pound gone this week :)

I lost a pound this week so I am happy to be at 174. I have really been kicking my but with my workouts and making sure I drink tons of water and eat right. Come to find out my dear boyfriend who watches me workout and doesn't eat all his calories Loses 4 freaking pounds and in now considered overweight and not obese... MEN!!! So we decided to have a little leniency on the weekends and enjoy a drink or 2 I know this prolly isn't the best way to go about my healthy lifestyle, but I am feeling like I am still young and I want to enjoy life while I can. It is different because I am not using it to drown my pain anymore, but more a way to relax and DE stress. Things are getting a little better at home since I have learned to stand up for myself, but there is still a lot of work that needs to be done. I have 29 years of programing that I need to work through. I am no longer living up to any ones expectations but my own, even if it means I must disown part of my family it is worth it to me, they bring me down and try to start BS and drama and I don't need that in my life, besides I think they are jealous because I am my own person now with no obligations and I don't let them walk all over me anymore and it scares them. I do what I want and I am working on myself because I want to be truly happy and little by little it finally happening.

5 comments:

  1. Great job on losing more weight! I think a little relaxing and a drink is good for you since you have been working so hard. Everything is good in moderation right? ;) Since I am new to the blog I don't know much about your family situation, but it is great to be sticking up for yourself. Keep up the good work on everything!

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  2. You can have a drink or two as long as you factor in the calories AND keep it at 2. I have a hard time just keeping it at 2 so I am better off not doing it at all...

    I know what you mean about reprogramming. I am 43 years old and have had to do some major reprogramming over the last year and a half. It is good you are doing it now :)

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  3. Yeah we kinda let the stress get the best of us this weekend and went way overboard. I feel crappy and I'm thinking this last weekend will be the last. LOL Thanks for your comments :) they are always apreciated

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  4. Congrats!!! And yes, young or old, you should always enjoy life!!!

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