Thursday, May 13, 2010

Guess who's back, back again...

Yes indeedy my lovely bloggers I am back with a vengeance! For two weeks I made poor decisions, I ate too much chocolate, we ate out at restaurants to much and I drank to much Bacardi and energy drinks mixed with Pepsi one. Thing is that I could have done worse considering all the stress and things that were going on in my head these last few weeks. I am proud of myself for not being to hard and knowing that I am human an entitled to make poor choices as long as I am accountable. I have got back into doing the 30 day shred yet again, I am on day three and I have really been pushing myself and doing things I couldn't before. My muscles are very sore, I have a hard time siting down and sleeping on my sides because my thighs hurt something fierce. My upper arms towards my armpits and a little towards the boobulos hurt too, but I like it. I'm working on my mental issues and I am trying to learn to stand up for myself and it is really hard for me and I don't know why. Sometimes I feel that no matter how many times I am told that I am better and worth more I just don't believe it deep down because of all the negative I have gotten from family and supposed friends. Those are the main things I need to work on because they are weighing me down. My parents have gotten worse and I need to just learn to stand up to them because I really don't like the stress they put me under and it is high time that I start putting myself First!!!
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6 comments:

  1. Diane, Fit to the FinishMay 13, 2010 at 1:55 PM

    There is nothing wrong with starting anew! The only thing that you can do that's counter productive is to completely quit and you aren't anywhere close to that!!

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  2. Katie J ♥May 13, 2010 at 2:51 PM

    I so wish you could move out of your folks house. I think you would be a WHOLE lot happier. In the meantime, you should stand up for yourself. They just expect you to take their crap but you DO deserve to be treated with respect regardless.

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  3. CarrieMay 13, 2010 at 5:08 PM

    Hey Becca, you are a fighter. Just keep on doing what you are doing, making those positive changes. It will all work towards getting to where see yourself being. I struggle with many of the same things. Keep that chin up! :o)

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  4. TwonMay 13, 2010 at 5:27 PM

    I know it's cliche and oversimplified, but it still stands... just remember the only person who can make you feel bad about you is YOU! Don't let people bring you down. You are a beautiful intelligent person and you deserve all the happiness you desire. And loving yourself is the only way to love others.

    Easier said then done, I know :) But no one has a right to make you feel less amazing than you really are! Just throw up an imaginary wall to deflect negativity, it's what I do. It works, sometimes. :)

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  5. UnknownMay 13, 2010 at 6:28 PM

    I am very proud of you sweetheart. I watched you not only get back on track but I also watched you stand up for yourself today. I was proud, amazed, afraid and turned on all at the same time. You took the first big step....just keep climbing.

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  6. TriciaMay 14, 2010 at 7:33 PM

    yippeeee for putting yourself first!

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