Crazy weather, and feeling down :(

Man we have really been having some crazy weather in Sacramento, hell all over the US. It is June and we have Downpours, Hail and even Tornado warnings and it is really scary. I guess it is the weather that has me down and I have been feeling a bit ill. Eating has been horrible and I have not got any excersise in at all. This time last year we were on the bike trails everyday or at the beach soaking up the sun and having picnics. It is depressing and as I sit and type this I somewhat realize that I always seem to have an excuse as to why my lazy but cannot get going. I have been doing a ton of work on my mental state and have made some progress, but I cannot help but think there is something deep in me that keeps me from doing what I need to do and I have no idea what it is. It is like barried and I cannot get it to come out, its rather frustrating.

I did get another new pair of shoes that I ADORE!!! Thought I would share because they rock. When i got them home I didnt realize they matched up with the cute little Lingerie that my honey bought me last month. :)